whoohoo.. blogger is fine again.. many things happen this few days ... really cant take the blow at first.. am i blind by love or what?
Sometimes i really hate myself for being sucha failure in r/s.. what have i been doing for the past 4 years?? i really dunno.. haiz.. i didnt expect you to be that kind of person.. utterly disappointed.. how i wish i can be like others.. put down this r/s totally.. but i cant.. had some heart to heart talk section with joy and lt.. really appreciate them for listening to my complaining and all.. giving me opinion and advice :) really thank you all hur!!! :) loves* but i still make the choice that i know everybody will opposed.. but you all will stil support my decision right? i hope so.. if the end of the outcome is still as bad or even worst.. i wont blame anybody expect myself.. because this is the path that i choose to walk.. okay.. enough of whining.. i shall stop here.. cake test tmr.. wish me good luck ppl !!! :)