back to blogging again.. i feel that someone is stalking my blog.. if not how that someone know so much about what happen to my boy.. well, i wont care so much anymore.. no more providing infor to others.. it does no good to my boy.. i shall change topic ..

i am glad my boy is back to me for the time being :) but something make me feel sad and scared.. i wont know what is the outcome, i wont know how my future will be.. with him or without him?? it so annoying and confusing.. i think heaven is playing a trick on me.. this r/s is so tough to walk on.. why cant my r/s just be as simple and as happy as others?? i know he is more vexed than me now.. his head is full of problems.. and i seem to add in more problem for him.. i shouldnt be so demanding at times.. :( all i want for is him to care for me.. it seems so diff. for the time being.. i really feel lonely .. :( times seem to pass really fast at this period of time.. hate it..

ps: FREEDOM IS WANTED !!!