disappointed.

Yest, went to chinatown with my boy and his parent to handle some stuff.. nothing good.. Extended to 2 nov.. i wont be able to attend due to sch.. =/ i hope everything will be fine like wat the L tell us.. hope wat he say is true.. and not by just trying to comfort us.. some pic taken below (:

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Today, no gardening again.. But no one inform me agn.. cool or wat?? lucky i msg joy den she tell me.. if not i will be like an idiot agn.. why lt only msg joy and tel her but not me?? this ques still in my mind.. am i not yr fren or wat? don blame me for being too straight forward.. like i say and you yrself also think that we have communication problem.. then why you still let this kind of things to happen.. inform only one person and not the other.. does this mean that the other person no need to care? or you just treat me as invincible? If thats so, i will laugh hardly.. I am utterly disappointed.. when i am low, i know you all are by my side .. but do you all really care and concern abt me or just acting? if you all don treat me as fren you might as well say it.. don have to treat me like invincible.. everything, i will always be the last to know or can say dunno until i asked.. and you all have already discuss beforehand.. is this wat i call bff? i really blame myself for being too naive.. to think that 3 person can be fren w/o being left out one of them.. but i was wrong.. worst still i am the one being left out.. You all can laugh all you wan or say as many things behind my back.. i don give a heck anymore!!! there might be many misunderstanding btw us but no one seem to explain why and let more misunderstanding come btw us.. It takes both hands to clap.. but where yours??