I am filled with TROUBLES... one after another.. my relationship and friendship are in a mess now... FUCK! today, i finally realise who you really are, wat am i really to you and wat my family is to you!!! the feeling is really a torture to me when i heard wat you said today.. i nearly totally give up on you.. you just push all the blame to me for the situation you are in now.. i din expect this kind of words to be coming out frm yr mouth when you are fucking in the anger state.. and after you cool down, you just told me that the things you say is not true at all.. but still it is too late.. and i know you mean what you say.. if you really have those kind of mindset then i think we wont go for long.. maybe we are towards the finishing line..