today went bugis with the girls but din get to shop with them kos my boy reached bugis earlier than i expect.. sorry hur!! :( anyway, had a small tiff with my boy today.. he say i did not spent enough time with him.. something he say really hurt me a lot.. i do want to spent all of my time with you.. but i cant.. i need to spare some for friends.. i need to have a balance btw friends and you.. but i can be sure i spent most of my time with you.. i know you are vexed over yr cases.. so am i.. i cant imagine me without you by my side.. i have been through that kind of feeling for 2 weeks and 2 times in my life.. but this time it is so much different. i may have tell you wat would i wan to do when you are not ard.. but that does not mean i am really that strong to continue with my plans.. i may even breakdown for goodness sake.. i guess i am gonna use my tears to wash my face everyday soon..