This will always be the only place for me to express out myself. I cried today for no reason. I was stunned too. Didnt expect me to tears so easily. My life is like so torturig now. Esp sch works. Pile and pile of never ending works. Working on weekends don allow me to have time to do all those SHIT. And i just break down. Felt lost for that very moment. First time being like this. :( Boy don understand me at all. all he cares now is himself. really feels sad abt this. i need him to be there for me but he is always not there. sometimes he makes me feel that he is no longer impt in my life. I can still live happily without him. Work makes me turn into a more independent person. That is a good thing!