I feel so lost now.. how are you doing now?? what are you doing now?? i am about to mad.. emotionally breakdown.. i wanna turn the clock back.. i wanna change everything.. now i don need anything at all, i don wan money, i don wan clothes. i don wan anything !!! all i wan is you

to be back by my side.. i wanted you.. you have become part of my life.. its a habit to see you every single days.. i really miss you.. i swear.. no matter how bad i say abt you last time is all fake.. you are always the best i my heart.. no one can ever replace you.. i dunno how am i going to walk down the past few years all by myself.. this is such a big challenge.. really a big challenge ..i never felt so lost for my past 17 years.. but one thing for sure, i will never ever give up on you.. i will continue to wait for your return.. be it 1.5 or 3 years. i will still wait for you.. no doubts.. you have to believe in me.. nothing gonna affect this r/s.. i believe it to be strong.. as long as you don lose faith i me.. i really really miss you now!!! can you pls return asap.. i felt so breathless... i wan you back!!!!!! pls!!!!!!