You just gave me a very CLEAR ans who is the most important person in your life. FAMILY. Yes, thats your choice. I totally have no objection. But i always tot i am as impt as them to you. I WAS WRONG! i hate myself for being so stupid. I hate myself for putting you as the most impt person instead of my family. I hate myself for treating you better than treating my family. Its not worth at all! I hate myself for loving you from start until now! you are just not the right person for me. I always tot you will change for better. But you didnt! you are forever selfish. you never give a thought for my family at all! All you think is your family. I really HATE you for who you are. You don deserve to be treated so good by my family esp my grandma. I felt angry for them and i hate myself for letting them or wanting them to treat you good. I AM JUST STUPID. You wanted a new beginning. So i shall let you really have a new BEGINNING TO START OFF WITH. Thats life w/o me. You chosen this path by yourself. I am stepping out from your life from now onwards. GOODBYE!