Today, went out with AWESOME peeps (: thanks god i still have them.. if not my weekends will forever be boring.. went to watch "Inception".. didnt really understand the content still its a nice show (: life's been great so far.. full of events!!! i liked (: tmr, gonna go sentosa to support my cousin!! happy happy (: i wanna go swimming but didnt make it.. we shall go next week!!! (: okay, update till now .. bb ..

Wanted a rest from all those school works!!! Its driving me crazy. But time passes really fast when i am busy doing all kind of stuffs! But there is still time when i am alone. Thats the time when he came flooding in my mind. Alright, steamboat yest at JOY's hse!! and i fucking sleep the longest at her hse yest(: really felt tired after all those stuffs. I am really glad that i have so many AWESOME frens ard me. They are there for me during this difficult peroid of my life! THANKS YOU ALL! Loves (:

Okay, i shall update some photos taken. Had Nando's chicken the day after. Its kind of indian concept resturant. And their chicken is nice (: but i don like their peri peri sauce. Their spiciness is similar to tobasco. Sourish and choking.. And don ever order green tea when you eat there! The green tea does not compliment with the dishes at all. It makes me feel yucky :(








We had dinner at the blue moutain cafe few days back(: The tiramisu coffer is nice!! Nicer than my hazelnut coffee.

Had sandwich that day, the bread is crispy and fragance. I like! (:

His bacon aligio dunno what. Is damn nice also. Super tasty.

Two of them discussing worldcup


I really miss those days... The good old days...

How am i gg survie for this 1.5 years.. Its not long but its not short either.. Many changes will be involved in btw.. And i am starting to wonder how things will be like when 2012 comes? I am so looking forward to that year.. But i guess i must be dreaming.. Its only 2010 now.. Not even 11.. Some plans are alrdy in my mind.. But have yet to accomplish it.. No doubts, for the first few days, i will be crying like nobody business.. But i will be fine after a period of time.. He will be fine or even better i guess.. I really hope the next chapter of life he is entering will be of good benefits to him in the future.. I will wait no matter wat.. I will watch you walk thru your path to succeeding in life.. Things will be BETTER when we meet agn.. This is the lowest period for the both of us but we will be strong! GOOD BYE, WE WILL BE TGT AGAIN NO MATTER WAT.

You just gave me a very CLEAR ans who is the most important person in your life. FAMILY. Yes, thats your choice. I totally have no objection. But i always tot i am as impt as them to you. I WAS WRONG! i hate myself for being so stupid. I hate myself for putting you as the most impt person instead of my family. I hate myself for treating you better than treating my family. Its not worth at all! I hate myself for loving you from start until now! you are just not the right person for me. I always tot you will change for better. But you didnt! you are forever selfish. you never give a thought for my family at all! All you think is your family. I really HATE you for who you are. You don deserve to be treated so good by my family esp my grandma. I felt angry for them and i hate myself for letting them or wanting them to treat you good. I AM JUST STUPID. You wanted a new beginning. So i shall let you really have a new BEGINNING TO START OFF WITH. Thats life w/o me. You chosen this path by yourself. I am stepping out from your life from now onwards. GOODBYE!

Okay, its been some times since i last came here.. This will forever be the place where i will pour out all my unhapiness.. Anw, my life is currently in a mess now.. I shall nt mention why.. its just too private to say openly.. i dunno what am i gonna do within this few years esp when ** july start.. i really cant imagine what my life will be.. i know its gonna be a big blow to me on that day.. but i will be strong to face it.. just give me some period of time to adjust to the new life ahead.. everything will be back to normal after few months later.. so is your life.. i believe things will be better when 2012 come.. its still damn fucking long.. 2011 haven even arrive and i am thinking of 2012.. No one will understand how i feel right now.. i can easily cry out of no reason but you.. you just don understand how am i feeling now.. i know you will feel even worst than me.. but i believe you will be stronger once everything is over.. A new life is right ahead of you.. COMPLETELY NEW i know.. but learn to accept it.. things will be better for the two of us.. this is a test for our relationship.. Everything is fated from the begining when we are born. BB.